Wednesday, November 11, 2009

"H.A.P.P.Y"

"happy","gembira","seronok"...semua bnde ni sme jer mksdnye....satu perasaan yg rmai sgt2 org nk..kalo boley nk hepi jer 24jam...bkn pe ne de org yg nk sedey 24jam btul x??hehe...

cter psl happy ni,prnh x korg tanye dri sndr ak ni skrg tgh hepi ke???ke buat2 hepi???....ak da prnh tgk kwn2 aku nyer reaksi yg ade yg buat2 hepi tp dlm ht sedey,de yg hepi tp dlm rse sepi sgt2...kenapa r???hehe...


cter1

aku nmpk la bnda tu kt seseorg...,yes btul dia mmg hepi...dia cute,noty...n rmai yg ske n syg dia..
bg aku idup dia agk perfect walaupn without bf...tp kn kdg2 sbnrnye nmpk gak la dia cm lonely...ak xtau la firasat aku ni btul ke x tp nmpk sbnrnye bg ak dia perlukan someone utk hepi kn dia..kwn??haha...yurp mmg kwn boley hepikan dia tp dia perlukan someone yg lebey dr kwn...mgkin dia hepi diluar n dalam tp rsenye smtimes dia rse sunyi...n aku percaye serapat mne pn kwn xleh wt dia dr rse lonely...bnda cmni mne nk tau btul x?aku pn agak jer..tp kalo btul la dia rse lonely aku juz nk gtau ramai yg sygkan dia n jgn rse sunyi @ pape pn juz njoy ur life...aku prcaye satu ari nnt dia akn senyum n sentiase hepi sbb dia akn jmp dgn prince dia yg boley jage,sayang n wat dia tersenyum gembira smp bler2...n percaye la mase tu akn dtg jugak nnt....:)

cter2
kes yg kedua ni..,aku nmpk kt sorg member ni...dia da couple dgn someone agk lme n biase la dorg ni slalu de mslh...tp yg aku plg kagum la kn dia ni relax jer...xnmpk la mudy ke sedey ke...yg aku nmpk dia asyk gelak2 dgn kwn2 n hepi jer la...mula2 dlu aku rse mmg dia ni bgus btul la seyes hati keras gler..tp da lme2 kn aku rse dia tu cm pura2 jer...hahaha...sory la tp ak rse dia terlampau syg dkat bf dia...dia mmg wt2 hepi n relax tp dlm hati mne tau kn...bg aku dia sbnrnye hepi luar jer dlm x...tu sbb cmner pn last skali dia akn ok dgn bf dia...bkn pe sbb juz bf dia tu jer yg ley bg dia hepi....bg aku la ak xtau la kalo silap.....bg aku bnda normal la..,da kte sayang btul x...tp cmner pn mmg aku support dia..,xksh la psni nk jd pe pn jnji dia hepi n trus dgn prangai gler2 dia tu...n hope dia akan tau gak pe yg dia nk sbnrnye dlm life dia n jmp org yg btul2 sygkan dia,k..

sbnrnye byk lagi cter yg ak nk kongsi dgn korg..tp dsbbkan mud mls tu da smp lain kali la k...

lupe plak sblm tu conclusion dia semua org berhak hepi..,so yg sedey2 tu gembirakanlah idup anda k..haha

k.a.w.a.n

ai.....lme xupdate blog ni...sbnr nye bkn pe 1 sbb mls n ad sbb bz la keje terlampau la byk..huhu...rsenye byk bnda nk ckp tp xtau la nk start cmner...byk gak la bnda yg jd bln ni...kitaorg g celebrate bufday jb,main netball wakil klas untuk jtmk..hahaha....sumpah tu mmg klakar....n byk ag la bnda yg jd xkre la bez @ xbez...

hmm..,rinie ak sbb da biase sgt cter yg bez2 skrg ak nk cter psl bnda yg xbez...ak sbnrnye da ilang sorg member yg agk rpat dgn ak mse skolah menengah dlu...nk jdikan cter mggu tu ak spatutnye blik kL n kuar dgn dia sb2 tu..,tp sbb mse tu dgn byk kuiz,ujian,mniprojek klas n mcm2 ag la ak xjd blik...n psl bnda tu jgk la ktaorg gdoh..yurp,mmg ak ngaku ktaorg da lme xkuar sme..,hbis skolah menengah ktaorg jrg cntct..nk jmp pn ssh..,ak bkn lupe kwn tp ntahla mmg seyes bz...balik kl pn ak lebey ske hbiskan mse ngn fmily so mmg ssh nk dpt mse kuar dgn dia cm dlu2...tp seyes mggu tu mmg ak nk blik sbb aku mmg da jnji nk tgk abg ktaorg convo sme2 kt uitm...ak xtipu...,aku tau dia mara tp seyes dia xde hak lgsg nk ckp aku tipu la,main2 kn dia la..,da lupe dia la...yg xley trime siap maki2 ak ag2..huhu...tp ak biase la wt bodo jer...da biase sgt la dgn ayt dia tu...tp xsgke kn mlm esknye ak dpt kol dr seseorg yg gtau dia xcident...mse tu ak xtau la nk wtpe...sedey ke nyesal ke xde pape...yg aku tau tbe2 ak rse tensen sgt2..n xsgke kn punye la ktaorg rpat mse skolah dlu last skali jd cm2...yg ak tau tbe2 jer ak nangis...xley blah kn...ak xrse pe juz tensen sgt2 mse tu sbb ak bkn jnis yg ske nangis o pape...lgpn prasaan mara aku kt dia still ade lagi mse tu.....plg ak xlupe ayt last dia "jgn kol,jmp @ cri aku lagi..,anggp aku da takde..."...seyes mmg xley blah..ak pn xfhm npe dia cm2 tbe2...bnda bkn mslh bsar pn...,agpn mmg ak xsgaje...ak mls nk pkir pape ak juz cter n korg pkir la sndr...smp skrg ak sbnrnye still xtau npe ley jd cm2...n ak akn anggp bnda tu xprnh jd smp bler2...yg ak tau skrg aku da ilang seorang kwn yg ak prnh syg....seyes ak xamik ht pn pape...ak da maafkan dia n hope dia pn da maafkan ak..

*btul kte dia,ak xkn dpt jmp dia lagi smp bler2..,sbb dia da xde.............

Monday, October 19, 2009

push diri ni untuk berubah....

kekadang kite xtau n xsedar pon ape yg kite uat ni kekadang menyusahkan diri kite ni balik.....
selame bie hidup,xde sape pon kengkawan yang berani tegur bie lau bie ade uat salah.....
senanye,bile di renungkan balek,banyak sangat kesilapan yang bie da uat...
buruk gak pangai bie ni upenye....
berahsie tu saket....
menipu tu binasekan diri...
bie slalu xpikey ape bie uat....
bile da jadi yang bukan2,baru nak menyesal.......
urm...
skunk ni,bie da janji kat korunk yang bie akan berubah......
bie xpenah berdendam dekat kengkawan or sesape saje ar yang menegur silap n salah bie....
tapi,sebaliknye bie bersyukur ade kawan2 cam korunk.....
dari situ bie tau,senanye bie patot bersyukur yang bie ade kengkawan yang sayang n amek berat pasal bie....
korunk marah sebab sayang...
sekali lagi....
penyesalan masih ade...
bie nyesal ape yang bie da uat....
malu sangat bile pikey balik.....
bie mintak maaf...........
satu yang bie nak korunk tau....
BIE SAYANG SANGAT KAT KORUNK
HOPE PERSAHABATAN KITE KEKAL SAMPAI BILE BILE...
HEHEHHE.........
LUF U ALL
  • SENGET
  • NYET
  • LULU
  • SKELETON
  • LALA
  • TOD
  • SHA
  • K.YAN

Sunday, August 30, 2009

gilew lah!!!...


urm,xleyh tido lorh...xselese...
huhuhuhu....
aku de cite...
ade sorunk mamat ni...
die ex bf mmber aku+cousin aku..(bella)...
name dak tu azri...
aku xtau la kenape,die lupe agaknye aku ni cousin bella....
da lame gak ar die mintak nombor aku...since bulan 4 ri tu...
tp aku saje xbg.....
tetibe td,haa.....
jeng jeng jeng!!!
ade panggilan dari nombor xdkenali...hahaha.....
aku angkat...
pastu die gitau lag name die...
ajak aku msj...
memacam lah...
aku ckp ar xde kredit...
da mlm...
kedai da tutup..
kakaka
padehal depot totop kol 3...
kikii....
15 minit kemudian,die msg.....
die ckp cam ni..."cyg..sy syg awk sgt3..n cinta awk sgt..."
adoilah
makin terok saket aku rase...
hahahhaa...
peninglah....
ngarot tol....
camne ni????
ni lah die....

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Kelas Yang Melawakkan.....

hye all....
bi mau cite ni....
arini best sangat kelas vb n network....
1st,vb....
urm,ade ar gak yang susah pasal "coding"mengoding ni...
peninglah....banyak sangat errornye..pening betol..
naseb bek ade Te'ah..die teror ar bab-bab membetolkan coding ni...
then...aktiviti 2 tu,bie siap awal!!!!hahahaha....
teror tol lah!!
sblom start kelas network,ade lah mende bodo yg bie uat...
senget kol soh bwk die alek,tp,tetibe cancel lak....
bwk izzah coz nak cari buku report die,tp,bile da sampai simpang nak masok umah,lupe lak yg kunci xde..
kami pon patah balek cri senget kat bangunan meki aras 3...
fiuh!!!
penat agaknye nek atas tu...
izzah lah,bie x...coz bie atas moto...kikiki
da dapt kunci,kami kelam kabut cri buku,pastu blurr kol,suh amekkan wallet die...
on the way ke kampus,ha!!!!
bie nampak wiena!!!(ex k.angkat)...xske die sebab...
haha,nantilah citew...
sambung alek,bie park moto depan wina..pastu uat dek je lah...(muke kerek)
lepas blurr cocok duit...
bie and izzah pi kampus b bli baju batik si blurr ngan si senget...
pastu baru lah pi ICT,masok kelas masing2
start da kelas,lect bie bg ar mnde2 dbawah sorunk satu:-
  • CAT-5 patch panel
  • keystone jacks
n mende ntah agie
bie rase dalam kelas tu bie siap pasang dlu...
ble try kat tester nak test cabel yg bie uat tu,lampu hidup 3...
patotnye 4
ok...
uat balik....
jd lak 2...
uat alek...
jadi 1
hati da makin saket ni...
xpe,ushe lif kejayaan......
uat lagi...
teros x blampu...
marahnye!!!!!!
lect n dak2 kelas da gelak2...
ingat kan dorunk gelak sebab xbelampu,upenye....
cabel bie dah kontot habes...
hahahahahha!!!!
bengong tol...
last skali lect mintak balik kabel tu...
tyme bie je lect cakap
"urm,xpelah nazirah,awak simpan uat kenang-kenangan"hahahhaha!!!!!!
nganjing kuat seyh....
tp xpe,lect ckp bie bagos...
hahhahaa......
tu jelah...
panjang sangat agaknye cite ni...
hope korunk x bosan membace...
kikiki
da!!!!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

i'm bacK!!!..

hai sume..
rsenye da lme aku xupdate blog ni..,bkn pe bz la..
so dipendek kn cter sem5 da bermula..,assignment pn da berlambak,...sume subjek makin ssah....
n alhamdulillah kuiz pn ak da wat(n da cnfrm2 subjek java aku kne tolak 8m)haha... =p

dlm mse sebulan ni byk gak la aktiviti yg ktaorg da wat...celebrate bufday farah..,karaoke sme2..,main netball..,pegi shopping n byk lagi la...syes mmg fun gler....!!!

k la ak nk amik kesmpatan ni nk ucapkan Slamat menyambuT raMadhan kepada sume umat islam...

ckp psl puase ni,da nk msuk hari ke-3...disebabkan assignment byk so ak xdpt blik kL smbut puase ngn fmily :(...huhu

agk sedey tp 3saat je la sbb smbut ngn kwn2 pn bez gak..haha..

hari pertama puase fmily nad dtg...,cnfrmla pg tu bru kelam kabut ktaorg sume bgun nk kmas umah..haha..mse tu la bru nk bli plastik smpah la..,nk sapu umah lah..hehe..maklumlah kitaorg ni "rjin ckit"...agpn bz la tu yg xsmpat kmas umah tu..=p

kire bez la hari pertama pose ktaorg berbuke mkn nasi ayam,bergedil,sup daging,sup ayam..sumenye ibu nad yg msak..:) thanx ibu,mmg ibu msak bez pn!!..lupe plak siap ade dessert tau..,bidadari plak tu yg wat..seyes mmg gempak!!!(sedap gler...rugi spe xmkn=p)

hari kedua plak ingt nk bli jer mknn..,ps2 kyan plak ckp nk msak...so ezah,fa n kyan g la tesco g beli brg masak..ak ingt kan msak simple2 jer tp xley blah byk la gak kan dorg msak..dorg msak gulai ayam..,cendawan goreng,sambal kentang n grg ikan masin..heee..

seyes bez gler..,yg aku plg xcaye tu ezah yg msak..hahaha...rsenye genap la setahun bru la dpt merasa ag ezah msak wt kali kedua n rsenye kmgkinan bsar mengkut tahap kerajinan beliau ini mgkin kali terakhir kowt,,haha..

nk cter ckit mse dorg msak ni..,ezah n fa myb sbb pnat sgt kowt so dorg cm nk pitam la...yg truk fa la smp tdo sbb xlarat..tp kalo tgk cre dia mkn mse dia buke pose td hurmm alhamdulillah la rsenye da nmpk ckup cehat da tu kowt..haha..so xpyh la rsau ag kalo dia nk pitam ke per ker sbb rsenye dia penat n LAPAR jer la tu..hehehe (jgn mara k fa syg =p)

k la ak rse da byk ak mengarut ni...kalo de mse nnt kte cter2 ag k....

luv u all,muahxx!!!!!!! =p

Tuesday, August 18, 2009


Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

Friday, August 14, 2009


To My Alarm Clock


Every morning I lie there innocently sleeping
When the peace is ruptured by a horrible beeping.
My serenity ripped asunder, sudden and drastic
By this evil, demonic, red-eyed piece of plastic.

I roll over in pain and pound on the snooze,
Groaning, moaning, thinking 'What's there to lose?'
'Don't make me get up, just nine minutes more.'
The same thing I've said every morning before.

It's not that I hate mornings or dread the new day.
It's just that I loathe waking up in this way.
I'd much rather simply rise up with the light,
Glowing in the window, chasing away the night.

But the sudden screaming, the incessant fuss,
Makes me want to yell and cry and simply to cuss.
Especially the knowledge that all of my sorrow
Will be repeated the same time, same way, tomorrow.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

sangat bushan


hai allz!!!!
bi bosan banget ri ni...
bi nak cite smthng ni....
arini...
bape kali da nak tido,apek tu selempe je dtg umah sewa kitorang pas tu gego pintung macam nak tecabot...
saket ati tol...
mate da lah ngantok,pastu bunyi bising lak tu....
kusai pale....
tapi,korunk still ingt tak,bi penah janji nak gtau smthng tentang bidadari senget tu??
ha,nk gtau die tido tomel je...
hahahahaha
tengok ar pic kat ats tu....
ha!!!
mnde yang paling penting....
bi makin kuat melantak....
badan da macam gajah ni....

Thursday, July 16, 2009

bidadara...!!!!




Ok mlm ni syes aku aket peot..,so mmg xley tdo…

Dari lyan tv cter ntah pape ni kan baik aku cter korg psl bdadara..

Mugkin korg prnh dgr jer psl dia tp xtau sgt dia ni cmner kn..bia aku cter..

Nme penuh dia Muhammad Afiq…bufday dia 13 August…dia ni sng cter simple..,sng berkawan..,peramah…cute…kire mmg sweet la..prangai dia sume ok..,pandai…Dia ske main rugby..,lyan gig ag shuffle..,ske dgr music…dia ssh la nk mudy..,kalo mudy pn dia jnis diam n last skali dia tdo..!!hahaha..dia ni mmg la seorg kaki tido…lagi dia mmg gler tgkp gmbr..dia sndr pn ade camera ksyngan yg dia dpt dr parents dia sbb dapat 8 A..

Aku ngn dia mmg rapat da cm adik sndr da pn..,kitaorg slalu gdoh tp xlme la ps2 elok blik..hehe..gdoh pn sbb berebut game jer..,hahaha..sengal kan..cmner pn aku syg kt dia..kitaorg slalu share cter sme2 n syes spe yg dpt dia mmg bertuah gler..haha..afiq ni romantic tau..,aku tau la…haha..Ok psl nme “bidadara” tu plak aslnyer dr bidadari la pe ag..,hehe…so kesimpulannya kalo rse ske kt bdadara ni simpan dlm hati jer la sbb dia bdadari yg punyer..,hahaha…

K la nk cter itu jer..,da xtau nk cter per otak da jem peot aket sgt..haha

Daaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................