ehem.ehem
testing.tetsting.
assalamualaikum w.b.t ann salam sejahtera
lama da aku tinggal blog nie
walhal ' aku y wujudkan blog nie
tapi seems aku y paling lama tinggalkan blog nie
my bad , abandon u fer such a long time
padahal blog ni is soo meaningful to our friendship
its ol about our story.our daily life being together
dats ol im missing about
malam nie aku tedetik na meluah sume
tataw law aku mampu menahan lagi ke ta
aku da sediakan handkerchief to make my entry become more smoother and easier to taip :)
ahaksss...
emo sikit okeyy
law korang baca.
law rasa ta sedey.ta nyentoh hati
tolongla buad.buad nanges.
appreciate sikit aku y menaip panjang.panjang nie
adess..
bismillahirahmanirahim ^,^
where shall i begin a stori mehh
tahun nie tahun 2011
almost a year la kan kita da ta besama
kita da ta dekat . malah kita makin jauh
sangat.sangat obvious okeyy
masing.masing ngan hal sendiri
hemmm..
buleyy ta putar masa balik.
aku wendu sangat zaman diploma.
where we are on top holding together
kita selalu needs each other
'lupakan y keruh , ingat y jernih' i mean it girls
okeyy.
stat aku masuk degree
aku memang sangat.sangat down
everythings were totally changed.
and my life was sucks ann messed up
ape y aku buad sume ta kene
pemende ntah y kacaw bilau sangat
d point is aku memang "down gila"
hurmmm
aku memang tareti bekawan
otherwise aku memang malas na carik kawan baru
korang tawu kan pe y kita goin thru in poly
so kepercayaan aku pada budak baru memang less ahh
time orientation sangat la teruk
aku homesick. ann aku telalu miss korang
hurmmm..
enuf about dat!
warkah petama ;
wanna talk about you nur atiqa bt ahmad teramizi
i thought our successful entering the same U will be the best damn thing
but , i had another feeling which means its not good thing actually
everythings changed drastically
ingat kita akan lebey dekat
being d most everlasting fren ever
tapi.....
aku lase jauh . sangat jauh
yaaaa! altho we are in d same U, same fac , just a matter we're in difren courses
but fer me you are so far away
its not my intention to blame you after all
tapi mana pegi 'monyet' i dulu ea?
y slalu lekat ngan i no matter where?when?
mana pegi ea?
you are changing bit by bit lately.
sampai i kekadang terasa kehilangan okeyy
jujor =,='
never thought in my mind
after you're meet new friends you are so much different now
im your besties like your old entry said la kan
you put aside . like im only an ordinary friend that you used to know
nape ea? is there anything hatred to me that you keep inside
dulu. when i need someone
HAHAHA.. at first you y menjelma okeyy
you tempat i mengadu. meluah.
but now , where are you nyet ?
i wish i could find your replacement
tapi i tareti laa na bekawan ngan budak dat is younger than me
its like being a friend with my own sister =.='
tragic kan! i cannot get along wif them
poor me laa.. i cannot find someone to have fun together
meanwhile you enjoy your life hepily wif them
HUHA sana HUHA sini ! damn!!!
d saddest part is . i realized dat you da pandai mengelak
first sem i banyak ajak you dating.
ape y i dapat?
alasan. alasan ann alasan
sometimes i can accept it
but sometimes it just too awkward to understand
nyet ' i wanna tell you
you are born not as a liar
ann you're not a good liar frankly speak
i kenal you deep inside nyet
i know when you cheat on me
ann lagi
i keep asking myself
i penting ke ta?
did you need me like i need you now?
now , ape y i lase u importantkan diorang dari i?
y eh?
im relyy sedey thinking bout dat!!
i kacaw life you kerr ?
if yes , please say so
so then i would remind myself everytime i need you
but its okeyy
you smile i smile >,<
im not cruel . i hev to think your feelings too..
rite? i hev no rights to stop you
if you think they are good friends
go on wif dat ! im watching you from here
missing our moment together badly
hope our friendship maseh kuat. maseh teguh
hope our friendship is still important to you
hope my existence is still you looking for
im never gonna find another 'you'
another friend that i need ol day long. ol time perhaps
another 'nyet' to listen my repekans
:(
i need you ann i relyy miss you nyet
** omaigod! im crying! LOL o.0'
such a lembut hati.lembik hati.lemah lembut.baik giler.sopan santun.ayu.
oohhh bidadari..enuf of dat =.='
warkah kedua ;
khas untuk siti nadzirah bt mohd khairi aka abie babie talanjang bogey :)
**maafkan aku law salah eja . its common mistake by me
ermmm...
aku story kehidupan kat sini okeyy
so far ive never meet a friend macam ko laa
like i said before ('lupakan y keruh ingat y jernih')
y jernihnye dsini.
tade y sanggup bemati-matian macam ko kat sini
okeyy ! stand up look up sikit abie
siyesly , life sini sangat independent okey
no kawan y akan datang bemanja-manja
everyones got stuff or thingies to be done
time is precious
aku ponk ta banyak masa na melepak.
except aku telalu tensen 'aku redah je sorang-sorang'
sini kan aku lonely abie.
aku ta banyak kawan.
aku pendam sorang.sorang
dulu ader ko ngan nyet ' bleyla aku gedik.gedik.manja-manja
aku bosan aku roger korang kua..
kat sini ta mampu laa...
sangat lone ranger!
g kelas sorang.sorang aku..
law ader teman uh naseb la kan..
ko tawula kan.. ko slalu teman aku balik jalan :(
aku saket kaki da tade orang na urot :(
aku ta sehat tade orang na belikan ubat :(
aku teringin da tade orang na carikan :(
aku bosan jarang orang temankan :(
aku melalak. aku y dengar :(
aku tahepi . dalam hati jer tade tempat na luah
aku ader masalah ponk . aku simpan je wat masa skang nie
hurmmmmm
aku wendu ko abie
wendu sangat -__-'
bila kita ada peluang camtuh agi ?
**omaigod! im start it agen
tears , plz go awayy! damn it
lase luahan aku ni da penoh satu wall blog nie en..
HAHAHAHA...
bukan senang bidadari wat ucapan
lasenye da ptot ending kat sini
tapi sebelom ninggali kalian
mari la kita besama.sama muhasabah diri sementar
nyet ann abie
aku sayang korang
kat sini aku luahkan sume
aku perlukan tempat untok meluah
aku lepaskan kat sini jela.
sebab aku da tade pendengar y setia
bukan "tade" cuma maybe 'pendengar.pendengar' aku uh
ader hal masing-masing en?
aku pelukan korang
itu je kot y wat aku hepi
hope sangat kita dapat camtuh
nyet ' you paling dekat
i beharap kat you. tapi law you tabuleyy. tapela
abie' ko jaoh nun
tapi ko slalu contact ' tengs!
cuma sayang ko jaohh :(
aku takan dapat kawan macam korang kat sini
ann aku takan carik ganti
sebab korang 'bez thing i ever had' girls
korang rocks my life
