just a crapsss :(

ehem.ehem

testing.tetsting.

assalamualaikum w.b.t ann salam sejahtera

lama da aku tinggal blog nie

walhal ' aku y wujudkan blog nie

tapi seems aku y paling lama tinggalkan blog nie

my bad , abandon u fer such a long time

padahal blog ni is soo meaningful to our friendship

its ol about our story.our daily life being together

dats ol im missing about

malam nie aku tedetik na meluah sume

tataw law aku mampu menahan lagi ke ta

aku da sediakan handkerchief to make my entry become more smoother and easier to taip :)

ahaksss...

emo sikit okeyy

law korang baca.

law rasa ta sedey.ta nyentoh hati

tolongla buad.buad nanges.

appreciate sikit aku y menaip panjang.panjang nie

adess..

bismillahirahmanirahim ^,^

where shall i begin a stori mehh

tahun nie tahun 2011

almost a year la kan kita da ta besama

kita da ta dekat . malah kita makin jauh

sangat.sangat obvious okeyy

masing.masing ngan hal sendiri

hemmm..

buleyy ta putar masa balik.

aku wendu sangat zaman diploma.

where we are on top holding together

kita selalu needs each other

'lupakan y keruh , ingat y jernih' i mean it girls

okeyy.

stat aku masuk degree

aku memang sangat.sangat down

everythings were totally changed.

and my life was sucks ann messed up

ape y aku buad sume ta kene

pemende ntah y kacaw bilau sangat

d point is aku memang "down gila"

hurmmm

aku memang tareti bekawan

otherwise aku memang malas na carik kawan baru

korang tawu kan pe y kita goin thru in poly

so kepercayaan aku pada budak baru memang less ahh

time orientation sangat la teruk

aku homesick. ann aku telalu miss korang

hurmmm..

enuf about dat!

warkah petama ;

wanna talk about you nur atiqa bt ahmad teramizi

i thought our successful entering the same U will be the best damn thing

but , i had another feeling which means its not good thing actually

everythings changed drastically

ingat kita akan lebey dekat

being d most everlasting fren ever

tapi.....

aku lase jauh . sangat jauh

yaaaa! altho we are in d same U, same fac , just a matter we're in difren courses

but fer me you are so far away

its not my intention to blame you after all

tapi mana pegi 'monyet' i dulu ea?

y slalu lekat ngan i no matter where?when?

mana pegi ea?

you are changing bit by bit lately.

sampai i kekadang terasa kehilangan okeyy

jujor =,='

never thought in my mind

after you're meet new friends you are so much different now

im your besties like your old entry said la kan

you put aside . like im only an ordinary friend that you used to know

nape ea? is there anything hatred to me that you keep inside

dulu. when i need someone

HAHAHA.. at first you y menjelma okeyy

you tempat i mengadu. meluah.

but now , where are you nyet ?

i wish i could find your replacement

tapi i tareti laa na bekawan ngan budak dat is younger than me

its like being a friend with my own sister =.='

tragic kan! i cannot get along wif them

poor me laa.. i cannot find someone to have fun together

meanwhile you enjoy your life hepily wif them

HUHA sana HUHA sini ! damn!!!

d saddest part is . i realized dat you da pandai mengelak

first sem i banyak ajak you dating.

ape y i dapat?

alasan. alasan ann alasan

sometimes i can accept it

but sometimes it just too awkward to understand

nyet ' i wanna tell you

you are born not as a liar

ann you're not a good liar frankly speak

i kenal you deep inside nyet

i know when you cheat on me

ann lagi

i keep asking myself

i penting ke ta?

did you need me like i need you now?

now , ape y i lase u importantkan diorang dari i?

y eh?

im relyy sedey thinking bout dat!!

i kacaw life you kerr ?

if yes , please say so

so then i would remind myself everytime i need you

but its okeyy

you smile i smile >,<

im not cruel . i hev to think your feelings too..

rite? i hev no rights to stop you

if you think they are good friends

go on wif dat ! im watching you from here

missing our moment together badly

hope our friendship maseh kuat. maseh teguh

hope our friendship is still important to you

hope my existence is still you looking for

im never gonna find another 'you'

another friend that i need ol day long. ol time perhaps

another 'nyet' to listen my repekans

:(

i need you ann i relyy miss you nyet

** omaigod! im crying! LOL o.0'

such a lembut hati.lembik hati.lemah lembut.baik giler.sopan santun.ayu.

oohhh bidadari..enuf of dat =.='

warkah kedua ;

khas untuk siti nadzirah bt mohd khairi aka abie babie talanjang bogey :)

**maafkan aku law salah eja . its common mistake by me

ermmm...

aku story kehidupan kat sini okeyy

so far ive never meet a friend macam ko laa

like i said before ('lupakan y keruh ingat y jernih')

y jernihnye dsini.

tade y sanggup bemati-matian macam ko kat sini

okeyy ! stand up look up sikit abie

siyesly , life sini sangat independent okey

no kawan y akan datang bemanja-manja

everyones got stuff or thingies to be done

time is precious

aku ponk ta banyak masa na melepak.

except aku telalu tensen 'aku redah je sorang-sorang'

sini kan aku lonely abie.

aku ta banyak kawan.

aku pendam sorang.sorang

dulu ader ko ngan nyet ' bleyla aku gedik.gedik.manja-manja

aku bosan aku roger korang kua..

kat sini ta mampu laa...

sangat lone ranger!

g kelas sorang.sorang aku..

law ader teman uh naseb la kan..

ko tawula kan.. ko slalu teman aku balik jalan :(

aku saket kaki da tade orang na urot :(

aku ta sehat tade orang na belikan ubat :(

aku teringin da tade orang na carikan :(

aku bosan jarang orang temankan :(

aku melalak. aku y dengar :(

aku tahepi . dalam hati jer tade tempat na luah

aku ader masalah ponk . aku simpan je wat masa skang nie

hurmmmmm

aku wendu ko abie

wendu sangat -__-'

bila kita ada peluang camtuh agi ?

**omaigod! im start it agen

tears , plz go awayy! damn it

lase luahan aku ni da penoh satu wall blog nie en..

HAHAHAHA...

bukan senang bidadari wat ucapan

lasenye da ptot ending kat sini

tapi sebelom ninggali kalian

mari la kita besama.sama muhasabah diri sementar

nyet ann abie

aku sayang korang

kat sini aku luahkan sume

aku perlukan tempat untok meluah

aku lepaskan kat sini jela.

sebab aku da tade pendengar y setia

bukan "tade" cuma maybe 'pendengar.pendengar' aku uh

ader hal masing-masing en?

aku pelukan korang

itu je kot y wat aku hepi

hope sangat kita dapat camtuh

nyet ' you paling dekat

i beharap kat you. tapi law you tabuleyy. tapela

abie' ko jaoh nun

tapi ko slalu contact ' tengs!

cuma sayang ko jaohh :(

aku takan dapat kawan macam korang kat sini

ann aku takan carik ganti

sebab korang 'bez thing i ever had' girls

korang rocks my life