whut i hev learned

i've learned a lot thes past few sems through my fake smiles n unseen tears dat KAWAN sometimes aren't forever' dat true CINTA doesn't always last n happy memories stay wit U but thos happy moments go by fast' words can cut deeper than any sword leaving U wit something dat no man could replace o ever afford' sometimes things happen,sometimes ur HATI will break though to feel real happiness' dis is wats at stake in order to have the comfort of heaven n ur story to live to tell U must also experience the hate-filled life of hell remember . . . ther will always be someone ther someone dat honestly does care a person can leave your life leave you alone wit ur worries n strife but like pain, the love U once felt cannot from ur BADAN depart but only may enter ur HATI

""i've been ther before wit my head in my hands believing ther's no way anyone could ever understand but they do . . . trying everything they can to help ME still I sit there unknowing and blind to what soon i'll be glad to find. maybe..""